Xandu-San

Not a sunrise, but a galaxy rise

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ugly consumption by sliverofciel, literature

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ugly consumption

monday my little girl asked, "what would happen if someone ate the sun and how many calories does it have?" and i wish i could see myself objectively, wish my skin wasn't worn from fitful starvation. have you ever seen your hands as i do, strange bloated things in search of bones? and i wish i could remember when beauty was a mouth red as pomegranate seeds eyes like sickle moons. back when it was more than numbers. ninety-five, eighty-eight. get down to eighty-five and you will be beautiful. be thin and sexless as wet march. tuesday pa told me: "acceptance ain't something you can buy at a convenience store." and i am all ma

Ephemera. by Self-Intoxication, literature

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Ephemera.

Try turning a gun inside out. See what happens. Perhaps you will find love there, around the bullets, or a story about love in a way you've never experienced, but you somehow know exists. Try turning a paper crane inside out, or a thousand. See what happens. Reversed, they just make other animals, butterflies that refuse to eat for an entire lifetime, wounded elephants, and spiders that feast upon sunbeams. Try turning your house inside out, like it has an eating disorder, and purges your books and CDs and unwashed laundry onto your lawn, the neighbor's lawn. See what happens when you try

the cold winds of Despair by shebledgreenink, literature

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the cold winds of Despair

Summer feels so much warmer with a girl on your arm. She once said she'd be your life preserver, and she was right; if you plunged into the river of time, she'd be there, pulling you and your arm to safety. You don't even want to think about plunging into the river of space between you and her. Last night you told her she was a beautiful woman, but you and I both know she's merely a girl, at least in your eyes. The sunset looks so much brighter with lips on your neck. City skylines stare down upon you and never lie; their shadows overpower yours so that you no longer have to worry what she will say when she watches cars run over her elongate

Let The Dead Dogs Fly by Self-Intoxication, literature

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Let The Dead Dogs Fly

Eat a dead fish. It will not disrupt your blood or make you agitated. It will not make your skin shimmer, or your heart beat faster. Always I am a piece of meat moving from shell to empty shell, wondering what the hell is going on when I realize that every TV in the whole world is on. Rotten peanut butter cups and vacuous lifeless lust. You are not worth one drop of coffee. I would rather lick some vomit off my lips than give you one business kiss. Your friend is having seizures and I don't care. Your toes won't sparkle today and my blood sugar drops down a flight of stairs twice to a man with bad breath playing w

A Critical Compliment. by Self-Intoxication, literature

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A Critical Compliment.

i. criticizing carbohydrates and evils that destroy beauty, i am carrying her lovely last meal in front of me on the stairs like it is a bag of malodorous trash or a long while dead rotten chihuahua, by just the two fingertips. she was going to put a picture of her heart in a picture frame, but someone else did it first. the sounds of bags bursting, rap music, skin opening like a waterballoon, midnight lungs painfully relieving themselves, the crunching of chips, the crunching of chips, the crunching of chips. ii. my room says: i do not enjoy seeing the real world; i do not enjoy seeing the real world.&#

Comfy Coffin. by Self-Intoxication, literature

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War Victim by Xandu-San, visual art

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Xandu-San

About Xandu-San

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Artist // Student // Varied

United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I don't have a life. I've just started Year 0 BA Costume at the AUCB in the UK and I will continue to not have a life for the next four years. Go me!

Favourite Visual Artist

Banksy, Giger

Favourite Movies

Memoirs of a Geisha

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Band: The Dresden Dolls, Musician: Amanda Palmer

Favourite Writers

Generating Hype

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy

Favourite Gaming Platform

PSX or PS2

Tools of the Trade

Pen, Paper, Ink, Camera, Fabric.

Other Interests

Art. Playing Piano. Composing music. Music in general.

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Xandu-San

Feb 17, 2012

Hello strangers.

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It's been... nearly 2 years. So I'm at uni now, just uploaded a bunch of work I've been doing. Not sure how often I'll be around here any more, but at least I've updated my gallery and cleared out my inbox. Lets hope I don't forget about this place again...

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Xandu-San

Aug 19, 2010

I can officially say

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I know what I'm talking about with Textiles. Results were in today: A-Level: Textiles - A* AS-Level: Fine Art - A Art History - C I'm damn happy. Thanks to my dad for teaching me how to draw and my mum for showing me how to sew, I got something I wanted but totally didn't expect.

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Xandu-San

Oct 4, 2008

It's been way too long.

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So I'm back at last, after my loooong break from posting stuff. This is because I've been so clogged full of work that I've actually had no time hehe. However, considering a lot of my college work needs to be photographed and annotated, I don't think there's any harm in me posting the stuff on here and gauging the feedback :] Look out for any new material y'all x